proving that i love you is worth dieing for.

bonnie_castle @ 2005-11-01T20:27:00

2005-11-02T04:28:02Z

She is tall. Early 20's. Reading celebrity gossip. She kept on staring at me. I caught her a couple of several times. She looks up every time someone walks in, then analyzes their features and what they are wearing. She eat chips and licks her fingers as if she will never gain another pound. It is like a rinse and repeat cycle those fingers are. She has this special face. The face that seems confident in itself. The "bad" confident. She stares a lot, making it obvious she has no where to be. Is she nice.? Are her parents disappointed in her.? She is still eating chips. She is still staring. She could be pretty, I guess. Maybe not. Is she pretty.? She is s wearing nice black pants. Black shoes, obviously to go with a uniform of some sort. She does not look like the type of girl to pick out black work shoes and think they are cute. She wears them because she has to, and it is the best she could do. She chose the boring-shoe-job over the ugly-hat-job. The boring-shoe-job pays less, but she does not mind. As long as she is not seen with the ugly hat that you put promotion pins on. She has dark typical long hair. Typical olive skin. Typical strong features. Is she typical.? Are her features pretty.? You said she was typical. If she looks typical, then what is so special about her.? What is in her Ying Yang of her world.? Do people see I as typical.? All they are doing is looking after all. Is everyone typical, and it is an honest effort to be different; stand out.? If that is the story, then it is a circle, a rinse and repeat cycle, of typicalness.

this one goes out to the one i love

2005-09-30T04:50:16Z

there’s a light
a certain kind of light
that never shone on me
I want my life to be
lived with you, lived with you
there’s a way
everybody said
to do each and every little thing
but what does it bring
if I a’int got you, a’int got you

you don’t know what it’s like
you don’t know what it’s like
to love somebody, to love somebody
the way I love you

it’s the same
I see your face again
I know my frame of mind
you a’int got to be so blind
am I so blind, blind to believe?
I’m a man
can’t you see
this is what I am
I live and breathe for you
but what good does it do, if I a’int got you?

you don’t know what it’s like
you don’t know what it’s like
to love somebody, to love somebody
the way I love you

bonnie_castle @ 2005-07-09T20:35:00

2005-07-10T03:39:56Z

5 days down

3 more to go &hearts;

bonnie_castle @ 2005-06-12T16:30:00

2005-06-12T23:30:30Z

Take the quiz: [url=http://www.zenhex.com/quiz.php?id=10868]How hott are you? (Girls only w/ Pictures)[/url]

[b]Angelina jolie[/b]
Woah your Angelina Jolie your everymans wish girl you got the sex appeal and the lips your not afraid to show how you feel and you can beat the fuck outta anyone!

boyfriend app

2005-04-18T04:22:45Z

boyfriend application

apply to be my boy/Girlfriend.

Whats your Name:

Nickname:

Age:

Birthday:

Location:

Sexual Preference:

Height:

Weight:

Body Type:

Eye color:

Hair Color:

Favorite Bands:

Favorite Movies:

Religion:

Smoke?:

Drink?:

Drive?:

Job?:

Piercings?:

Where?:

Tatoos?:

Where?:

How well do you know me?

Why Are you Applying?:

One special thing about you:

One special thing about me:

Your favorite body part on me:

Favorite type of music?

Are you in a band?:

Do you know how to play any musical instrument?

Do you play any sports?

Do you think I'm ugly,cute, hott, etc?

If we were to date where would you take me on the first date?

Do you like to cuddle?

Kiss?

Make-out?

More?....

Tell me your best qualities.

Worst?

Do you Cheat?

Would you be Faithful?

Are you stalking me?

HOw would you ask me out?

HOw would you describe me five words?

would you call me?

bonnie_castle @ 2005-04-12T19:33:00

2005-04-13T02:35:22Z

Let f (x) = x2 for x < 0, f (x) = - 1 for x≥ 0. What are f (x), f (x), and f (x)? yeah can anyone help me??

bonnie_castle @ 2005-04-09T12:49:00

2005-04-09T20:15:39Z

well yesterday was meh. i got these glasses that i soo wanted! yeah eyah ! umm yeah idk im over myspace. fuck it. ha i hate it now. its all about live journal! holla back! wow! ok im like never doing that ever! umm yeah yesterday was meh. umm got in a fight with my brother (arron) umm and yeah erica never called back. fuck nick. i hate warren. im glad this is my last year there. umm whatelse. my step dad is moving put. going to bakersfield. idk if were going with him. i hope not. can you guys see me with a frickein cow?? haha duh fuck! im my sevens and A&F shirt and my coach shoes! lmao. yeah can you tell im having like the worst day of my life!! yeah i hate this place. i want to move to NYC or like idk hunnington! ahhh! i would only take like grer erica and arron.

well i have begun to take my classes in cosmo! (hair) and yeah. i love it. i thnk i finaly found something that i can totaly put all of my time and effort in. i love my boyfriend! he is the best guy in the whole world.

umm idk are you guys even reading this........

oh yeah im a nigger now.

love you.

bonnie_castle @ 2005-04-08T17:47:00

2005-04-09T01:02:54Z

A - Age you got your first kiss: 15

B - Band listening to right now: mom yelling at dad. ha

C - Crush: haha the love of my life....<3

D - Dad's name: Vartan or Bart

E - Easiest person to talk to: umm hmm peter on the telle and idk in person. (your all so dificult!)

F - Favorite bands at the moment: The Mars Volta

G - Gummy worms or gummy bears? Sour Gummy worms mixed with gummy bears.

H - Hometown: malibu

I - Instruments: bass and drums

J - Junior High: Griffiths

K - Kids: 3. two boys and a girl. Tucker, Adriana and Landon

L - Longest car ride ever: umm to las vegas!

M - Mom's name: Bitch! haha Sylvina

N - Nicknames: Maddy umm roxxdizzle and SQUID( haha niall)

O - One wish: world peace

P - Phobia[s]: lonlyness

Q - Quote: ''live as if you'll die today, dream as if you'll live forever.'' - James Dean

R - Reason to smile: life. and tomorrow.

S - Song: intro to lilo and stich.

T - Time you woke up [today]: 7:15

U - Unknown fact about me: umm idk. how can i know if its unknown?

V - Vegetable you hate: tamatos!! boo on them!

W - Worst habit(s): ummm being to nice.

X - X-rays you've had: what havent i had. haha

Y - Yummy food: Pasta with fettuchini sause!

Z - Zodiac Sign: libra! nukkas!

bonnie_castle @ 2005-03-28T01:30:00

2005-03-28T09:32:47Z

love is four letter word. so is hate. what do you do when your supposed to hate the one you love?

bonnie_castle @ 2005-03-25T22:45:00

2005-03-26T06:46:35Z

hey how about i like this boy.

bonnie_castle @ 2005-03-03T18:01:00

2005-03-04T02:03:54Z

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	madison
Birthday:	october 1st!
Birthplace:	malibu
Current Location:	borsville usa
Eye Color:	honey
Hair Color:	blonde
Height:	5'6
Right Handed or Left Handed:	both
Your Heritage:	argentinian and spanired
The Shoes You Wore Today:	uggs
Your Weakness:	puppy dog eys!
Your Fears:	being alone and growing up.
Your Perfect Pizza:	x tra chesse no sause, peperonies and black olives
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	be better than what i was last year
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	omfg!
Thoughts First Waking Up:	him...
Your Best Physical Feature:	legs
Your Bedtime:	ummm... when my mommy tell me to
Your Most Missed Memory:	him...
Pepsi or Coke:	coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	mc d's
Single or Group Dates:	single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	swrill
Cappuccino or Coffee:	cappiccino
Do you Smoke:	sometimes
Do you Swear:	no
Do you Sing:	in the shower and in front of my tedy bears in undies!!
Do you Shower Daily:	twice
Have you Been in Love:	yes
Do you want to go to College:	yes
Do you want to get Married:	yes
Do you belive in yourself:	sometimes no.
Do you get Motion Sickness:	nope
Do you think you are Attractive:	cute
Are you a Health Freak:	bahahah
Do you get along with your Parents:	mom yes. dad ... no
Do you like Thunderstorms:	love them!
Do you play an Instrument:	drum, bass, piano and kazuu
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yes
In the past month have you Smoked:	cigg. yes.
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no way
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	duh
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	2 boxes baby
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	yes
In the past month have you been on Stage:	yes
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	.....

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value='Short+or+Long+Hair%3A'><input type='hidden' name='type62' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Height:</td><td align=left><b>taller than me</b><input type='hidden' name='question63' value='Height%3A'><input type='hidden' name='type63' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Weight:</td><td align=left><b>not over 170</b><input type='hidden' name='question64' value='Weight%3A'><input type='hidden' name='type64' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Best Clothing Style:</td><td align=left><b>anything he likes and feels comfy in.</b><input type='hidden' name='question65' value='Best+Clothing+Style%3A'><input type='hidden' name='type65' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Number of Drugs I have taken:</td><td align=left><b>haha nooo idea</b><input type='hidden' name='question66' value='Number+of+Drugs+I+have+taken%3A'><input type='hidden' name='type66' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Number of CDs I own:</td><td 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wtf live journal??

2005-01-08T00:42:06Z

heylooo all well yeah i havent done thins thing in like forever!! hahah well like iw as looking at everyone and they are all like '' fake people are stupid'' but they are truly the fake ones at heart. well yeah sooo much drama. people are stupid. especially the ones who clame that they are your friends when they are the ones that hate you the most. like fucking shit dood you know you did something wrong and when are you going to admit to it. you think i want friends like you? you think i want that. fuck it. fuck you and when you can talk for yourself, and not have people talk for you and your not just standing there looking like a complete dumb ass. other than that new years was fun with my bro wrestlerwhocan and yeha. hung out with people too. they all rock. adios pendehoes! hahha

bonnie_castle @ 2004-08-27T17:24:00

2004-08-27T00:25:25Z

hmm well today is just a bla day. yea hmm well nothing new im going to apply at HOLLISTER! woop woop. yea i need a job. hmm well tomorrow im going on a date at starbucks. yea im kinda nervious.yea its gonna be bla! hmm yea. hmm well yesterday went to my bros house Arron</a></a>wrestlerwhocan and yea chilled went to alens party suply hahah good times than i came home and passed ou. hmm i still have to unpack from jamica!! i wish i could go back!!! but oh well ! &hearts; -Araksi

bonnie_castle @ 2004-08-26T20:18:00

2004-08-26T19:58:38Z

DO NOT
CHEAT
All of my answers were accurate. We'll see
tomorrow if the wish comes true. I'll let you
know. Take 3 minutes and try this...it will
freak you out! The person who sent it to me said
her wish came true 10 minutes after they read
the
mail. BUT NO CHEATING! This game has a
funny/spooky outcome.

Don't read ahead...just do it in order! It takes
about three minutes...it's worth a try :)

First..get a pen and paper. When you actually
choose names, make sure it's people you actually
know and go with your first instinct.

Scroll down one line at a time...and don't read
ahead or you'll ruin it!

1. First, write the numbers 1 through 11 in a
column.

2. Then, beside numbers 1 and 2, write down any
two numbers you want.

3. Beside the 3 and 7, write down the names of
members of the opposite sex.

NO LOOKING AHEAD...OR IT WON"T TURN OUT RIGHT!

4. Write anyone's name (like friends or
family....) in the 4th, 5th, and 6th spots.

5. Write down four song titles in 8,9,10, and 11.

GO WITH YOUR INSTINCT PEOPLE!!!!

6. Finally, make a wish.

And now the key for the game.....

1. You must tell (the number in space 2) people
about this game.

2. The person in space 3 is the one that you
love.

3. The person in 7 is one you like but can't
ever seem to work out.

4. You care most about the person you put in 4.

5. The person you name in number 5 is the one
who knows you very well.

6. The person you name in 6 is your lucky star.

7. The song in 8 is the song that matches with
the person in number 3.

8. The title in 9 is the song for the person in 7

9. The tenth space is the song that tells you
most about YOUR mind.

10. and 11 is the song telling you how you feel
about life

NOW...post this bulletin (dont reply) within the
hour... IF you do..
your wish will come true...
If you don't it will become the opposite

bonnie_castle @ 2004-08-26T20:18:00

2004-08-26T03:23:23Z

well hmm im at my bros casa and yea were taking emo photos!!! oh yea and watching nip/ tuck!! heheh hmm yea good times! muahahah well im goiing to go i love you all but your all fucking mad! &hearts; araksi.

do it because you love me!! hheh

2004-08-12T04:54:34Z

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. Do you have a crush on me? Or did you ever have a crush on me?

5. Have we kissed? If no, would you kiss me?

6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

7. Describe me in one word.

8. What was your first impression?

9. Do you still think that way about me now?

10. What reminds you of me?

11. If you could give me anything what would it be?

12. How well do you know me?

13. When's the last time you saw me?

14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

16. What is the biggest memory you have of me?

bonnie_castle @ 2004-08-01T23:04:00

2004-08-02T04:05:09Z

I adopted a cute lil' poison fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! </a look isnt it cute!! hahah its EVIL!!!!

last night!

2004-07-31T17:24:03Z

well hmm where to start... ok well lik you all know that the village came out yesterday and it was fun! i loved it! i went with arron! hes a hommie. and yea we meet there at like umm 9 ish and yea chilled untill 10 thats when the movie started and yea umm it was freeky! yea you all know you were scared! well the ppl who saw it. umm than like oh yea befor i saw a bunch of punks and i was like hey i know those kids hahah and yea umm i saw joexcore! yea and like some drunk ppl to. than after the movie me and arron were gonna walk home but i saw my mom's bf in a bar and i was like hey and my mom was with him and yea than we all went to denns and chilled ordered breakfast at like 1 in the morning and than took arron to his casa and i went home and went to sleep with my new puppy that i love sooo much!!

my crazy dream!! im talking to kelly!

2004-07-30T20:32:36Z

shined away: in the creazy dream i had
beachblondekiss4: ok keep goign
shined away: i started crying
beachblondekiss4: what happened?
shined away: ok like you and i were at the mall and we were all dancing and stuff and than we went to go get ice cream nd we were al like oh were too fat and im all no who cares i want ice cream
shined away: and the guy that was surving us was sooo hot and we were all like oh my gsh and yea so we started talking to him but like he was bieng a dick so were all like you know what we serve our own ice cream
shined away: and like i got the little scooper and sudenly nina was al like oh i want that one and yea i scoope the ice cream and i likt put it on her nose and than she was like uggg araksi! and than like she runs off
beachblondekiss4: lol
beachblondekiss4: lol
shined away: and like you and me were laughing and the hot guy was to
shined away: so i looked at the guy in the eyes for like a while and you were al like araksi im all huh what and than you were al like hello
beachblondekiss4: lol
shined away: im all oh hhah and than i told the guy hey comehere and he like leans over the counter and i was gonna put ice cream on his nose but he dodged it and than ge gets mint ice cream on his finger and was all like come here
shined away: and right when he was going to put it on my noes i open my mouth and i eat the ice cream
beachblondekiss4: lol
shined away: and than nina walks in again with like a brown bag and i was all ike wtf
shined away: and you were all hey araksi lets go
beachblondekiss4: ....
shined away: and that guy and i were looking at eachouter but like you were pulling me out of the store and than like i was all wtf was that all about
shined away: and ou wereall like oh youll get it later an i was like kelly tell me and you kept on walking
beachblondekiss4: ...
shined away: and than likei donno i guess a few days later we went again and we see nona again and he was all like oh you only have 5$ for dome and i was all ike
shined away: no fucking way nd nina was al like look thats all i have and i like busted ou my wallet and i was al like you mean she has 20$ (i gave her 15)
shined away: and you were all like why did you do that and befor i could answer you the guy came round and loke took y hand and like we went outside and he was al llike look i want you to keep bringing ppl to me
beachblondekiss4: lol
shined away: and i was all ike what are you talking about and he was all like yyou know hwat it is and i was all like so you want me to help you sell drugs
shined away: and he just kissed me i was all like yes! but than i could hear you in the backround saying araksi dont do it
shined away: oh yea hahah dome = cokeaine
beachblondekiss4: i know
beachblondekiss4: lol
shined away: so like i was all pist off and that because he was thretneing to kill you and my mom and my dog
beachblondekiss4: :-(
shined away: so i was like fine and yea long story short i keep taking money to him and i would say 100$ herb and like walk out the store
beachblondekiss4: gagagag
beachblondekiss4: hahah*
shined away: and like suddenly we get in a fight and like the cops cpme and i had like sooo many drugs on me so i could like give them to like the ppl and like the cops were chasing me and you
beachblondekiss4: l:-X
shined away: so like i was all ike look i dont do any of these thins and you were al like yea
shined away: so they were all like do you know what hes doing here and i said
shined away: no and like he told me that he sold drugs because his mom neeeded some herion to stay alive thas why and than i started crying
beachblondekiss4: awwwwwww
shined away: and i went o the store to talk to him and i was like hey the cop just caught me
shined away: and he was alllike i know im sorry
shined away: and like we made out and than i was alll ike what how did you know
shined away: and he was all ike i called them,
shined away: and i was all like noo why i though you loved me and he was akll ike i needed them to get off my back for a lil but look i have to go and he kissed me again and like left like 2000 dollers in my hand and a name
shined away: i was all yea fuck off but than i was like no dont go
shined away: and yea i woke up iand i was ll lcrying!

bonnie_castle @ 2004-07-28T16:20:00

2004-07-28T23:43:22Z

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WHO HAVE YOU KNOWN THE LONGEST:my mommy!!
WHO IS MOST ANNOYING: kayla!
WHO DO U TRUST THE MOST: jonathan
WHOS THE LOUDEST: Erica, me kelly and libbie!
WHO KNOWS U THE MOST: kelly
WHOS THE HORNIEST: erica and nina!!! oh yea and kayla! haha
WHO IS THE BLONDE:kayla and me!
WHOS THE LAST ONE YOU TALKED TO: kelly
WHO DO YOU FIGHT WITH THE MOST:cam
WHO DO YOU CRY TO: kelly and jon
WHO DO YOU ALWAYS THINK OF FIRST:kelly
WHOS THE BITCH: nina
WHOS THE SHY ONE: nessa when u first meet her
WHO DO YOU WISH YOU CAN SEE MORE OFTEN:cameron but thats just cause he leaves in like 2 days
WHO DO YOU THINK LOVES YOU THE MOST:kelly, my bro and yea all you other assO...lmao.
WHO GETS ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS:kelly, jon.
WHOS THE FUNNIEST: no one, but when drunk thats a different story...
WHOS THE WIERDEST: all of us
WHOS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR YOU: kelly
WHOS PULLED AN ALL-NITER WITH YOU:everyone!!
WHO HAVE U BEEN ON THE FONE LONGEST WITH: my one tru love!!! CARTER!!
WHO WAS THE FIRST TO GET THEIR CAR:chole'
WHO HAS HAD THE LONGEST RELATIONSHIP: jon and nessa
WHO HAS THE MOST PETS: nina *50 rabits later

Have u ever...

SMOKED: yes'm
DRANK: yup
KISSED: hell yes!
PULLED A ALL-NITER:for sures
HAD SEX: no no no..... not till im married!
WENT STREAKING: u know it
SKINNY-DIPPED: hell yes
BEEN DUMPED: yea
BEEN ONSTAGE: yes
FELL IN FRONT OF SOMEONE:oh yea
PEE-D IN YOUR PANTS: yea when i was lil
CHEATED:yes on guys only <_<>_>
GONE COMANDO: hahah yea
WORN NO BRA: no eww siko!
LOVED SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT MADE YOU CRY:unfortunatly
KISSED A GIRL: yea but umm under the influence!
WORKED A CORNER: for sure
GOTTEN STOPPED BY A COP: hahah not yet...
BEEN LATE: yes yes yes
KISSED ON THE BEACH:yes! its not as romantic as u would think lol hahah and never try to kiss while in the water lol
SEEN A SHOOTING STAR: yaa
DID U MAKE A WISH? yup
HAS IT COME TRUE? im still alive arent i
LIED: yea but who hasnt
BEEN EMO:yes with kelly !

one or the other..

CHOCO MILK OR MILK: chco
COLD OR HOT: cold
BOY OR GIRL: boy
YES OR NO: yes..
SIT OR STAND: lay down!! oh yes
BLACK OR WHITE: eww black!! white power
GIVE OR RECIEVE: receive!.for sures
ROSE OR DAISY: houw about a lilly!
SING OR LISTEN TO SOMEONE SING: sing... even tho i cant i still love to
BEACH OR POOL:beach..i love jamba juice at thee beach!
PRIVATE OR PUBLIC SCHOOL: private
MATH OR ENGLISH: english
FOOD OR DRINKS: drinks
HILARY DUFF OR LINDSEY LOHAN: Lindsey Lohan
ELVIS OR MARILYN: both are WAY to overrated.
BRITNEY SPEARS OR CRISTINA AGUILARA: Britney Spears
ASHLEE OR JESSICA SIMPSON : cant choose!
EAT OR SLEEP: eating while your asleep!
LOVE OR LIKE: love...<3
PEPSI OR COKE: yayo!
DANCE OR SING: dancing to my singing!
CRY OR SMILE: laugh so hard you cry!
STARS OR HEARTS: hearts

do u like..

TALKING ON THE FONE: no
STAYING UP ALL NIGHT: sometimes
PLAYING IN THE SNOW:yes not yellow snow!
TO GO TO THE BEACH: hell yes
WORKING OUT: and yoga
DANCE: yea
CHOCOLATE: oh yea
KISSING: hehehehh lol yes
HEARING STORIES: yea
ARGUING: oh yea !
GOING ONLINE: yes!
PARTYS: till the sun comes up
YOU FRIENDS:assO only call when they need something!1 but thats ok i still love em all !
WATCHING TV: yea

some other stufff..

WHAT MAKES YOU MAD:anything
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPIE: love! aka carter!
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING: black!
LAST TIME YOU SHOWERD: ummm yesterday lol
LAST TV SHOW YOU WATCH: king of the hill
YOUR SCARIEST MOMENT: to many
LAST THING YOU ATE: in n out!
WHAT CD ARE U LISTENING TO: hellogoodbye
WHAT DO YOU REALLY WANT TO DO RIGHT NOW: ummm eat
WHAT ANIMAL WOULD YOU BE: a lion rawrrr!
THE LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED REALLY HARD:yesterday with my mommy!
WON A CROWN: NO
LOST SOMETHING: WELL YEA
SOMETHING INTERESTING ABOUT YOU: can burp on command!
BAD HABIT: bitting my nails
BEEN TRICKED: o yaa
LAST THING I SAID: niiice!
LAST TIME YOU CRIED: today
DO YOU LIKE SOMONE: still in like .....</3

bonnie_castle @ 2004-07-26T23:22:00

2004-07-27T06:22:41Z

bonnie_castle @ 2004-07-26T23:19:00

2004-07-27T06:19:43Z

bonnie_castle @ 2004-07-26T21:13:00

2004-07-27T02:28:11Z

umm yea nothing new! and i hate you all. i hate ppl. you all are assholes. fuck off and never ever talk to me again. i hope you die in funking hell. yea so more on a happyier note i love my mommy soo much! i have been a real bitch to her. and yea i have been a bitch to her. im sorry mommy! i called her a beached whale. lol. i yea umm summers been gay ass.umm yea, ive been chilling with the vally peeps im going up there umm on like wednesday after the burn. well imma go got a big headache! love araksi.

oh my gosh!!

2004-07-24T06:33:07Z

text="oh the drama"> oh my gosh the drama of just one day.... well ok so like its umm 12 ish or 11ish but yea i was SUPPOSED to go to the T=L party in soth gate but that didnt work out because like my moms a bith and me dads a dick. yea im hateing them now, but like me dad told me that he was going to pick me up andtake me home at 8 and im all kool yea like noone is going to be at the party till like 10 ish. so likei try and call me dick of a dad and he doesnt nswer so im all like wtf! so like final he call and its like umm i donno 9:45!!! yea can you fucken believe that shit! so im all like w/e. so the plan was to go home and get my car and go gte libbie, and kelly to go ot the party, turns out that the gay ass party got raded at like umm i donno so that didnt work out so like im all fluff it im still going to sneak out, as im going out the window i get into the car and you know when you feel like someone is watching you, thats how i felt.so like anyways im all like w/e fluff it imma still go. i go and im all oh imperian and rives, and my cell rings i didnt even look and it was my mom and she was sooo pist. she said that like she called the cops and bla bla bla im all like w/e fuck it so i went back home and now im grounded till like the end of the centery! well yea adios

bonnie_castle @ 2004-07-19T17:40:00

2004-07-19T23:15:06Z

umm like i said totaly random and big!

oh yea and dont for got to...

Which Sin Are You?
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
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